Be Content With Who You Are

I don't believe that I am the only one who has had trouble with this. The fire inside of me has this need to be liked, to be wanted. The fire inside of me has this need for people to see how good of a person I am.But why? Is there a part of me, a part of you that believes you are not really as good of a person as you think you are? I don't want you to come here and doubt yourself, but why else would we need someone else to think/know that we are good people? Why isn't it enough to just know? I believe with my entire being that once you love yourself, and are happy with the person you are, once you know who that person is... it is going to shine all around you, and you are going to attract all of the right people without having to prove anything. Love, and happiness aren't things that we can force. They also aren't things that we deserve just because we are breathing. We can't dish out hate and anger and jealousy and except sun and roses in return. That's not how the world works. It is 100% KARMA people... what goes around comes around. You cannot, I repeat, CAN NOT build yourself up by putting others down. Yes...sometimes putting others down can make you feel better about yourself. Reason being because... you're mentioning everything that you dislike about the other person. Whether those things be true or not, it makes you feel better. But why should that be the driving factor in your life? Hate and jealous should NEVER drive you. If you are feeling hate, anger, or jealousy toward someone, step back.. and think about it. Why? Do they make you feel inferior in any way? Do you feel like they will/did take something from your life? And once you figure that out... then try to work on not letting that affect you so much, It's a much better, much more fulfilling feeling when you can be friends and be nice to someone.. rather than be hateful and mean. People are going to show love different ways to different people. It doesn't always mean that someone doesn't think that you are not a good person. And you should never want to become a good person for somebody else...it should always be for yourself. You should always only better yourself for yourself, whether that be mentally, or physically... the number one person you will always have in your life is yourself. Its also your number one enemy. But the decision on if the enemy or your best friend wins is totally your own. Never give up the fight. There is SO much good that you can do by being on this planet today and for the next 60-90+ years... don't leave because you had a rough time for some time... it can ALWAYS get better. you just need to fight for it.  If you need anything.. anybody to talk to... anybody to ask for advise, just leave me a comment on here. I'm here to listen, advise, help you in any way that I can. Just remember, you are beautiful.